New Beginnings

Have you ever just sat there waiting for you life to start? Wondering how long you'd have to wait for the "real" adventures to begin?

That's how I feel somedays with the Pilot gone

But then I am reminded

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So this I must do

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As painful as it is sometimes to not be able to experience this year with my best friend I know that there will be many more to be had together.

If he will have me that is.

I just need to not confuse my patience of waiting for him with waiting for my life to begin.

Because I am living it RIGHT NOW...we all are!

This is my year

To eat Oreo's & Cereal for dinner if I want

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To stay up all night talking about life with girlfriends

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To go out dancing with the girls as much as I want

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To paint and craft till my heart is content without getting made fun of

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To BLOG

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To take up the whole bed at night when I sleep

Today I was reminded that I can't wait around for anyone to do things for me I have to go out and do it myself if it's something I really want.

And What I really want is:
To be a Nurse
To be a Wife
To be a Mom
To be the Best Friend you always wanted
To make a difference in at least one persons life


What is it that you want in life? Where do you see yourself in 5 years?

XOXO

Tara Ashley